Decisions

I hate making decisions. There is something called the Ophelia Syndrome. It's based off of none other that Ophelia from Hamlet when she says to her father Palonius: "I do not know, my lord, what I should think." Polonius answers, "I'll teach you. Think yourself a baby. . . ."

I am sad to admit that i love being told what to do (except when people are shhhing me, i hate that). The best date i went on was when someone ordered for me. there is a running joke in my family that i am always the last one to order. It's hard for me to make a decision unless forced. Whether big or small, they all suck.

But...Here are some decisions that i stand firm in, that come to me without question.

1-Love is an unalterable decision in my life.
-I choose to love and be loved.
2-I need someone that will be a strength in my life. Recently i have thought about some decisions family members have made and their effects on the mother of this family. I never want to experience these effects standing on my own foundation as a mother without a companion's roof over my head. I will never settle for less dang it.
...That's all i got for now.

Free Basket of Homemade Crafts

My sister is a very talented craft-maker and she is giving a basket of her best goods away. What's the catch??? You have to help her come up with new blog name.

Karen exclaims, "i need an uncomplicated name. something short and simple. if you come up with my new name i will send you a little extra pick-me-up in the mail. something that signifies my love of cute packaging, spring, and baskets! good luck!"

http://wynderwoman.blogspot.com/

So there you have it. Good Luck!

Roommate: Suzanne

She is so funny! she just told me, "I pulled an Alice the other night." I looked at her with an intrigued smile. "I was wearing sweat pants and i got to hot, so i just took them off and went without!"

Very true. Love you Suzanne.

Long Time, No blog

My sister called to my attention my lack of blogging lately. I still don't really know what to say. I love my sister. She is awesome. I think that i get most of my personality and sense of humor from her and my oldest sister.

The beauty that is Karen:
My sister has 3 boys and one on the way. On top of that she has crazy health problems that had to have come from her rich birth mom, who i imagine to be french. Karen will inherit all her money when she dies at which time Karen will buy me a slurpee machine that was promised to me since a was a young tike. When every i think of strength, I think of my sister. Try this one on for size- try being allergic to everything!

one thing about my sister that sometimes freaks me out is how much she understands about me! holy cow. This is the order of knowledge of top people who know/understand me most from least to greatest:
1.Sarah
2.Mother
3.Myself
4.Karen
5.Big guy upstairs


The amazing sexiness of Nancy:

Hot. I love my sister. I have no doubt she could have her own show on Comedy Central. It makes me feel best when i make her laugh cuase i know how funny she is. Sometimes when i need a pick me up i'll call her for the specific reason to make her laugh, this builds up my self-confidence/self-love. hehe. Next week we are going to Thriving ivory and in one month (today) BRITNEY! ahahahaha! One thing i would like to say about Nancy is her husband Jesse. They are so cute. Of course all Karen and her husband are cute but that's more of a halarious cute. I just love their relationship. They are adorable. They are so sweet and loving to my three adorable nephews.

Overall i am so grateful for having these beautiful women in my life.